So i've been back in Australia for about 2 months now.
The excitement of being back home has no passed, and i find myself feeling slightly empty.
I feel like i've just gotten off the roller coaster of a lifetime and now my life has just kind of stopped.
I don't know what do to... I feel like i have moved on from here, and i know that my friends and family feel that too.
Gahhhh i'm so sick of bloody procrastinating!
I wish life would press fast forward, i want things to be interesting again. I like the adventure of life, i don't like watching it pass by...
Anyhow, I've now enrolled in a screen writing and production course - i'm doing that via correspondence so once i get my first module, least i'll be able to take my mind off things, studying something that i enjoy!
I know that this time in my life is a learning curb, and i keep reminding myself of that when i feel trapped and restless.
I just hope this moment passes soon!!
I went down to Sydney last week to see my father and brothers, whom i haven't seen in 3 years.
That went well, it was actually the most positive trip i've had down to my fathers!!
And i also recently went up to Mackay to catch up with friends and family.
Looking forward to the interesting side of life - i just have to find the courage to grab life by the balls!!!
wish me luck.
x
