Sitting here on Christmas day and i get thinking....
A. fuck this yeah has flown past and B. look how far i have come.
I Remember being a broken little girl at 16, in and out of hospital, with scares from a past life... Back then i never would have considered any of this possible...
Now i look back and i can see how far ive come. I'm on my way to living my dreams, and my bucket list is getting carved the fuck up!! (ticking that bastard off heaps in the US)
And yes, my start in America wasn't as easy as i'd hoped, but all great things some with great struggle and i'm happy to say that my life is on track right now!
im loving my new host family and im making new a beautiful memories and friends...
The fact that i had the courage to fly half way across the world still amazes me, i mean i always spoke about it as a kid, but its one thing to talk about, its a completely different thing to put those words into action. yet here i am. a girl of my word i suppose.
So much has shaped the person i am today, as corny and as lame as that might come off, but im so fucking grateful for everything and everyone in my life.
i'm grateful that i'm enjoying my life and pursuing my dreams, im grateful for having the most BEAUTIFUL and understanding family, who are my rock, my sword and my shield.
i guess as Thanksgiving does for Americans Christmas does for me, makes me see whats truly important and gives me perspective.
Not too long from now will be the new year 2010, a year of great things to come !! i can feel it!!
annnnd not to mention my twenty fucking first in this bad ass country!!!
sooooo keen for that!!
ok thats enough of my thinking and corny posts for one day! stay safe and MERRY BLOODY CHRISTMAS xo mwah
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