my mood tonight as i write this blog that no one except my mum reads is gloomy...
I am nearly 5 months into my living an America/ au pair adventure and i find myself becoming restless...
I love living here, but these last couple of weeks the miserable weather and the same old routine of everyday life has gotten me bored and as some would say 'out of step'.
Anyone who knows me, knows i am the type of girl who must always be doing something interesting, or seeing something new!
I like my brain to always be ticking and i love for life to always be exciting (i suppose everyone does) but reality states that just isn't reality!
So on nights like this i find myself wallowing in my own self pity (which is rather pathetic and quite frankly annoying!!)
About 2 nearly 3 weeks ago i enrolled at a community college to do a video/production course, but haven't heard anything back from them as yet.
I figure i need to get the most out of this year and me studying and acquiring skills in the business i dream of working in seems like the smart thing to do.
As mum would say "every step you take is a step towards your dream"
Yep my dream, the one i think about constantly, the one i write about, the one that i never shut up about!!
To be perfectly honest with you i don't actually know whether i have any real talent for acting, but it's what my heart chose for me and i am sticking with it!!
Passion is one of the best things a person can have for a job, and i have a whole lot of that shit!! hehe
This year has been good so far... nearly 5 months.... wow... doesn't feel like that long! but i miss my family like a crazy woman misses her cats!
I'm planning on taking a trip to Canada in the near future, go to Toronto! but i think i will wait for the temp to rise!!
This bloody aussie doesn't like minus 10 crap!!(Celsius) (and thats just where i live!! in Canada its even colder!!)
I have been writing alot of poems and lil songs since my aunty gave me a nice lil' journal for xmas!! I wish i had brought my folder of all that stuff from Australia!
I feel kinda naked without it!!
My German au pair friends have been teaching me a little german!! so watch out!!
Until next time stay safe! Have fun and follow your mf dreams!! xoxo Bek
4 comments:
Bek, love, I read your blog <3
And I know how the restlessness goes. I've been that way for 3 years now.
I'll make sure we get you an adventure in :)
As long as you dont give up, you're dreams are still possible.
thank you so much Tash!! your a good friend!! <3 i wont give up! must keep on going! hehe <3 <3
and i cant wait for our EPIC mars related adventures!! yessum!!
I read it, too! :-)
Toronto sounds fun...I'm hoping to go up that way in the summer, hopefully when Mars tour rolls around.
thanks alex!! you 2 rock!! <3 <3
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