In case you haven't realized already, i like to right poems and songs, its a great way for me to get the thoughts of out my head and to use then in an constructive way.
So hear are some of my lil poems and things I've written over the years..
They come off a bit depressing but theres good messages behind em....
Life’s Lessons
Created 15/5/08
My past is this everlasting pit of doubt
I keep trying but I can’t seem to pull myself out
The darkness is slowly taking my life away
And I’m finding it harder to hold on each day
The clock is slowly ticking
One two three
And as the seconds go by
A little more of myself fades away
And rolling along comes another day
I try to look up but the vast pit thickens
I keep trying to call out but I lose all sense of direction
What has life taught me but endless rejection?
And as I look into the future
I see another subjection to my past
And I don’t think I could cope
Cuz that pit is so vast
The clock is slowly ticking
One two three
Should I just sit here and wonder
Or escape and be free?
I’m so sick of life’s lessons
Being thrown at me
I wish I could choose life’s lessons
Least that way I’d be happy.
I know what doesn’t kill you
Only makes you stronger
But I don’t think I can deal
With this heartache much longer
The pain is getting too much to bare
And my soul is giving up
It takes too much to care
I’m saying all this now
Because before I couldn’t share with you
All the secrets that
My body and soul wanted too
I guess life’s lessons are funny that way
You hate them so much for happening
But you learn so much along the way
Written by Rebekka Waters.
Letter to Myself
Created: 5/5/08
It’s so consuming
It takes up all your time
It controls the way you think
Until you mess up your whole mind
It stays with you forever
And it won’t ever let you go
No matter how much you try and block it
The pain still always shows
You can say it isn’t happening
And you can say it isn’t true
You can say it’s not depression
But you’re only fooling you
You can ask why is this happening?
You can ask why is it always me?
But your not helping yourself Bek;
For when your blind you cannot see
You can ask for the easy option
You could even chicken out
But you’ve got to grow up sometime
Be an adult now;
Try to figure things out
I know that life is hard at times
And I wish that wasn’t true
But you’ve got to do things for yourself somehow
Remember I believe in you.
Written by Rebekka Waters
Blissfully Dreaming
Created 23/11/08
We haven’t seen each other,
I know it’s been awhile.
I still think about you sometimes
The way you used to make me smile.
But as the days go on,
I know it was never meant to be.
But I can’t stop myself from thinking,
You should be sitting next to me.
Chorus: Tell me do you think of me?
Was it ever real?
Tell me, was your heart broken too
or could it never feel?
I thought you loved me
But I kept living in denial
Those nights I thought you did love me,
Helped me sleep for awhile.
And as were getting older
and the years go racing by
I still see you in my dreams
Your like my sweet soft lullaby.
Chorus: Tell me do you think of me?
Was it ever real?
Tell me, was your heart broken too
or could it never feel?
I just want to see you
One last time,
Make it different from the last.
I’d like you to look into my eyes
And say I wasn’t dreaming.
I want this to be real
So please just don’t be leaving.
Don’t be leaving…
Why are you leaving???
Chorus2: do you think of me?
Was it ever real?
Was your heart broken too?
Or could it never feel?
I feel the warm sun brush my face
My eyes flicker, I’m awake
I was blissfully dreaming
But for that moment you were there.
So tonight ill look for you
In my dreams I hope we meet.
Then time can stand still
And we can be near again.
Yes near again,
Make us near again…
Written by Rebekka waters.
The Butterfly
Created 27.1.10
Once i was a butterfly
souring through the sky.
once i was a butterfly
flying oh so high.
Over mighty tree tops
under vines and leaves
I spread my wings
and off i went
catching all my dreams.
Written by Rebekka Waters.
so there are some of my poems...
They all have there different meanings and were all written at different times about different shit. blah blah blah, if you like em let me know, if you hate em, well i'm sure you'll let me know lol.
3 comments:
BEK! You've got so much talent for writing poetry and stuff! OMG!
Loved the last one and the first one and the others sounded like they were songs I'd definitely buy! I was able to put a tune to #3!
<3 Never stop!
Thanks Tash!! i'm so glad you read my stuff and enjoy it!!
Yes my friend made music to number 3!! sounds cool hearing your words come out to play in a song!!
Your good though, you knew which ones id thought of as songs!! you funky monkey you!
You know, i was never any good at english and shit, i was always failing... fuckers lol
thanks again for reading my lil blog <3 <3
lol I did bad in English class too. I'd have a D or C or whatever xD
Just shows schools don't know shit.
Of course I'd read your blog, you're one of my besties :)
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